I’ve been struggling with my self esteem lately. It’s not just the normal I’ve been beaten up emotionally by the girls I’ve been interested in lately (which is still true). Lately I’ve felt like just an after thought in many of my relationships. From my parents not letting me know they were coming to town (or taking even a little time to stop by and see me) to another friend forgetting to let me know they were leaving (when they knew and had said I could go along with them).
As a result I’ve been spending a lot of time just sulking around my room. I’m sleeping a lot, not because I’m tired, but because I don’t have anything better to do. I have very little appetite lately, I eat, because I know I need to, but it rarely excites me. I’ve often “forgotten” to eat in the evenings, because nothing sounds good to me.
I’m not really sure how to escape this funk at the moment either. I’m confident that I will eventually, I’m just not sure what to do to help that process.
